Today the 5th year anniversary of January 6th that only the Democratic party could fucking fail to give any punishment or consequences to, just let the fucker walk back in. And he did!

The party also willing for the past half year not stand up for Walz being targeted after the assassination of Melissa Hortman and barely acknowledge her (but flags at half-staff for Charlie!). The same list he was on to be killed. They allowed far right-wing media get away with their anti-immigrant crusades that could have gotten kids and the people who care for them at daycare centers killed. They will let Trump and the GOP have Walz be their target of a campaign to get him murdered and not lift a finger to say shit. Now he drops out and we get Klobuchar who helped Derek Chauvin not be looked into, though Dem defenders will say that's a lie (it's not). And also said Biden needs a WOC as Veep to block Warren (though she did not have a shot) when that was seen as a reasonable solution to the killing done by the police once again. Did you know Veep's Selena is rumored to be inspired by the nasty behind doors Klobucher persona is said to be and has terrorized staff with? Oh that is actually girl boss-get shit done they said when it came out by Dem defenders. Even if you have to eat salad with a comb you demanded from your staffers, while you say 'better things are not possible' about healthcare and college as you eat and the 'you're right Amy, better things are not possible' audience who love voting in primaries applauds.

Only the Democrats can make you feel it can't be better, and that they can't do better, and that they can't really stand up for what they believe in because being committed to beliefs without surveys and focus groups is not smart politics. This is the party that has set the conditions for Trump to be celebrating today. The GOP are a force of great evil but much of the Dems complicity deflates my soul.

You're soul is being rotted out if you celebrate today. Same goes for the kidnapping of Maduro.

What they mapped out for Walz is coming for Mamdani. Be on the lookout sir and sharpen those political eyes, hands, heart and knives.

 My mind is bewildered sometimes observing the intensity of how conservatives and the far right talk about liberals and the left online, that I have been watching since back in the later Obama years. I low key believe Fox News and some YouTube channels are like  "They Live" news networks, but instead of obey and consume it's 'your liberal neighbor you should watch out for them, you never know and you don't want to be caught off guard right?' indoctrination. A few years back I came across some comment section on Facebook that has left a permanent disturbance in me. This person was talking about how their neighbor's adult kids were liberals and the neighbor is in bad health and they wouldn't put it past them if their liberal kids did something to hurry it along. Another person was agreeing and commiserating bonded together by this crazy idea! Like how so you get to that point? 

I've known many hardcore conservatives throughout my life. I grew up around wealthy conservatives and then working class ones. I know an unfortunate amount who went down some dedicated paths of paranoid conspiracies later on. Some who weren't even conservatives, but I would never think that because they have those beliefs they'd knock off their loved ones. I have no understanding of how someone comes to this logic, because a family member of theirs is in ill health and pain that due to their political beliefs they are planning to kill them. Is that what some of you Republicans want to do or planning yourself if you got the chance? I uses to have a bunch of images I would play around with on my blog that was dedicated to conservatism and conspiracies, and I remember finding a conservative shirt that listed 10 good things about liberals and every numerical line is empty except number 10 concluding so poetically 'They die.' In this Trump era I'm sick of the eulogizing of some nobility of past GOP presidents and a most recent one before the maniac we are stuck with, that Obama restored and white washed a destructive legacy. 

This recent October I went to an exhibition on the Blacklist and Red Scare that swept the country on and off for a couple decades at the New York Historical Society. An excellent exhibition though it was disturbing how easy it was to compare the similarities of the present day. I wonder if that kind of exhibition will be allowed in the future, or will it be decried as wokeness and DEI paranoia. Demands and threats to take it down. To bad so many Americans who aren't even hardcore conservatives or conservatives at all, don't take the GOP as the threat they are. Another thing that has baffled me for years is why so many Republicans don't believe the left are sincere in wanting a better world and human rights. That we must be pulling the wool over their eyes with nefarious intentions. I don't know. A shame.